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[Sep. 25th, 2006|10:57 am] |
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| | chicken noodle soup- DJ | ] | cause i dont want the world to see me, cause i dont think that they'd understand, when everythings made to be broken, i just want you to know who i am.
ok so we all have that like BEST friend whos a guy right?..like you can tell him everythihng and anything and he does the same with you..but what happens if you break that void..between best friends and boyfreind.. ?..cause im thinking it could be great or devastating..
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[Jul. 27th, 2006|11:04 am] |
its been awhile...
i dont remember much..but tons has happened
whatever im back'
tmoro's the last day of summer school... im not excited to study but i need a B- at least my moms buying me a new sidekick if i get the grade
the reason for my great departure was because my principal found me and my best friend GaNg PerGing and thought we were doing coke cause we both had bloody noses from the head rush..too bad were not doing cokaine haha i think i might tho just for fun ;)
so then she checked my computer at school and found me looking at pro ana sites and helping other girls attain their beauty weight loss goals..then put it all toghether..she told my mom..who nazi flipped out and sent me to my sisters house...that didnt help..all we did was go out and party and drink and watch chick flicks haha! i did eat more tho because i fel t obbligated to..like she spent so much time making this shit..so i just ate it..but i Dont kno if any of you girls find this but after throwing up so much its hard to keep anything down..so yea i did throw up but my body made me..my sister saw that and wasnt like shocked..so whatever im home now!!
hope you didnt forget me <3 i missed you girls
________-heather____________
aka twiggy |
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[Jun. 2nd, 2006|11:17 am] |
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| | school | ] |
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| | anxious | ] |
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| | Boys Night Out - Waking | ] | ok so my extra crdit was wonderfulll<3 my teacher loves me :0
so today ive had a diet coke,water bottle,4 ritz bits..i know thats bad..im just not feeling good ;( im not eating anything the rest of this weekend but fruit! ahh im excited!
its 88 degrees here...thank god for summer..!
i wanna get suuper skinny and go swim suit buyinggg!
last night after dinner i felt like shit..so i just threw it all up..
if u think about it..food dosent make you feel good..i mean for me it makes me feel worse! and u feel all bloated and fat its not a good feeling! theres no point! ahh! fasting will be better! im glad were all doing it together! support ;)
im so stoaked for this weekend.. OH and girls who drink...remember vodka has no cals! so like mix it with diet coke or somethinggg that wont kill your diet<3
loving you girls
<3 hevvv |
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[Jun. 1st, 2006|09:51 pm] |
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| | zhome | ] |
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| | drained | ] |
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| | kelis-bossy | ] | ok so im tired..i have an extra credit project due tmoro..OH WELLL! im watching a scary move on LIfetime hAAAh! its like murder suspense! ahh im scared ! i just realised so many people at my school do coke..and their so skinny! but they have bad skin and their noses hurt! so no thanks !
ok night<3 -hev |
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[Jun. 1st, 2006|11:17 am] |
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| | (houston calls) song= Amtrak is for lovers | ] | im at school..i want to go home! i cant wait to be done with this! summers almost here! im so ready to be thin and tan <3 the other night i went on the internet and looked up pictures to help me with eating.. Nicole Richie is my idol..she is beautiful and angelic and so very thin..her hips stick out..its amazing<333
boys dont make me happy... im really over men in general..im thinking if im not amrried by the time im 30 im becoming lezbo<3 excited? maybe?! haa
this guy i was seeing goes to USC..on the golf team..basically perfect..but golf came b4 me...fuck that!!
i miss him tho<3 whatever more of a reason to get skinny and get more men ;)
haha ok im getting back to my WORK!!
<33 love love love
heatherrr |
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[May. 25th, 2006|02:31 pm] |
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| | anxious | ] | im heather<3 im awsome <3 be jealous
ok im at school ready to get out of here! 5 more mins! omg proms on saturdayyyyyy |
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